Une pirouette pour mon monde

flowerais:

I wish I can just talk about things with someone. like sometimes I just want to say i’m depressed and lost and want to stop existing. but I don’t want them to worry about me or be sad about my feelings. I don’t want them to think “oh no idk how to comfort you” or “not this again.” I don’t want to be a burden or “toxic person”. i just want them to understand and then we can go watch the sunset and drink hot chocolate or something.